Panic Attack Anyone?

Yeah, so I've managed to completely throw myself into a panic attack. I have an interview tomorrow and I've been putting my stuff together (updating my resume, etc. etc.), and I don't want to do this. I don't want to start interviewing again. I hate interviewing. It's stupid. They should interview the people on my reference page and that's how they should hire people :(... The real problem? I don't want to get into a school and be there for the next 25 years. I have so many other things I want to do. I want to write, and edit, and publish, and go back to school, and work for the Lord, and I want to get married (not that those two conflict... but I'm panicking, what can I say?).... I love teaching, but I dont' want to do this forever... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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