Tuesday, June 10, 2008
The Best
Today has been the best. I had my first real day off in weeks. It was so relaxing. I sat around for most of the day. At one point I looked up and it was 1:30. I went to the movie store. I rented a movie to take my mind off the doing the dishes. I hate doing the dishes.
I feel like my little apartment is finally looking clean. I enjoy when our apartment is picked up. My life feels less cluttered.
Today went so well I don't want it to end. Work has been pretty stressful. I feel like my trainer and bosses are trying to pressure me to learn everything quicker. I've never been good at having limited time to get everything. I'm like the last flower to show it colors after Spring has passed. I'm still beautiful but need to take my time to show the spectrum of my colors. They are wanting me to be independent on my window by noon tomorrow. I have until Friday to to get everything down. Next Monday, I am supposed to start go to the branch I'll be working at. I'm trying to be more confident than I feel. Fake it until you make it, right?
Questions, comments, concerns? Please feel free to E-mail!
I feel like my little apartment is finally looking clean. I enjoy when our apartment is picked up. My life feels less cluttered.
Today went so well I don't want it to end. Work has been pretty stressful. I feel like my trainer and bosses are trying to pressure me to learn everything quicker. I've never been good at having limited time to get everything. I'm like the last flower to show it colors after Spring has passed. I'm still beautiful but need to take my time to show the spectrum of my colors. They are wanting me to be independent on my window by noon tomorrow. I have until Friday to to get everything down. Next Monday, I am supposed to start go to the branch I'll be working at. I'm trying to be more confident than I feel. Fake it until you make it, right?
Questions, comments, concerns? Please feel free to E-mail!
# posted by kdc @ 11:29 PM 
