Monday, June 16, 2008
How Blessed I am.
I was at a complete loss of what to do with myself today. I woke up thinking my husband hadn't left yet. I had started to get use to keeping the same hours as him. He had left more than an hour before. I spent most of the day wondering what to do.
Can someone have faith and be joyful without direction? I know its possible. I was reminded of that writing a friend of mine. She is in an interesting place in her life and wanted to know about my past choices. I told her about them. It was an opportunity to be honest about my past. It was like I was there reliving it. When I finished the email, I couldn't help but feel blessed. God made those past wishes never to happen. When everything is finished, I can't regret that God has always had my back no matter what. He's always know what was good for me.
So for now, I'm not crushed. I'm not pressed. I'm just blessed.
Questions, comments, concerns? Please feel free to E-mail!
Can someone have faith and be joyful without direction? I know its possible. I was reminded of that writing a friend of mine. She is in an interesting place in her life and wanted to know about my past choices. I told her about them. It was an opportunity to be honest about my past. It was like I was there reliving it. When I finished the email, I couldn't help but feel blessed. God made those past wishes never to happen. When everything is finished, I can't regret that God has always had my back no matter what. He's always know what was good for me.
So for now, I'm not crushed. I'm not pressed. I'm just blessed.
Questions, comments, concerns? Please feel free to E-mail!
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