Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Do I Really Love Music?

Sorry for my delay in posting. I stoop to the pitiful “victim mentality.” I have unfairly fallen prey to the drama of two deaths, the ravage of Montazuma’s revenge as it swept through my family, concert preparations and a trip to Canada complete with snow storms and flight delays. All of which kept me from putting a single creative thought together for “Notes.” I will now avoid playing the victim card for many months to come. Meanwhile... enjoy the picture of my three sons... on a happy, healthy day!

Last week was the week of love, a commercial tribute of mass proportions. I was thinking about music and asked myself, “Do you really LOVE music? Or do you simply manipulate it and use it for selfish gain?” I got extremely overwhelmed by the whole thought and as I was wrestling with the question, another one of my sons came dragging in the room, looking … um… sickly green. My deep thoughts were pushed aside.

I Love Lyrics...

But I was reminded of my own ponderings as I read Ann’s frustrations on wanting to hear the lyrics of a song. I can identify with Ann’s love for good lyric. I have often considered myself a far better lyricist than composer. I work very hard for the notes. This is a confession that most people don’t believe, but I’m being honest.


Words, on the other hand, pour out of me like poetry. I’ve studied (and taught) the word painting of Steven Curtis Chapman. I do know what iambic pentameter is, and can list a bunch of songs that use it. I love finding lyricists who are minding their words and slip in an internal rhyme. There is nothing more moving than a powerful metaphor to describe the awesomeness of God. Note: Everyone please run to your ipod and listen to “Adoni” by Avalon.

Do I really love music?


Yes. I think I do. I am obsessed by chord progressions. I love the very cool Middle-Eastern sound of the b2 that has finally made its way into modern worship. It feels… Biblical! (Listen to the intro of Great God by Free Chapel for one example if I’ve confused you!) I love soaring string lines, so I am completely passionate about Samuel Barber’s Adagio for Strings. I go crazy for the French Horn and Cello. And oboe too. And a husky tenor voice with a bit of “cry” in it. There is nothing better than a bass player who can play funky lines in the proverbial pocket. (Side note: there’s nothing worse than a not-so-funky-bass-player-with-bad-rhythm.)

But What Does God Love?

But in the end, it really doesn’t matter how much I love music. Or drum beats. Or orchestras. Or simple pure solo voices. Because the most critical question is, does God really love music? Not words and lyrics. Just the music. The chords. The beat. The strum of a guitar. The wail of a horn. Does God need a lyric to receive glory?

I believe the Biblical answer is no. There is a spiritual realm of prophetic music that goes beyond the need for lyric and statements about God. Imagine the pure cacophony created outside the walls of Jericho. Blaring horns combined with pounding feet of the masses must have felt very primitive. Dare I say... a bit like modern worship. Driving. Pounding. Not too soothing. But in that moment God broke the stronghold known as Jericho.


Many years ago, I heard someone suggest that the sonic combination of horns and pounding feet could have physically created a dynamic that caused the walls to fall. My grandpa would be holding his ears in disgust at that! But God was in that moment. The Israelites were, truly, the first Dancing Generation. And God delighted in their exuberance.

There is no guarantee that David was a master musician. The poor guy may have been a great lyricist who only knew 4 progressions on his harp. Maybe his playing was repetitive and musically uninteresting. But God used his music to "speak" away the evil spirits in Saul.

There are times at altar call where I have silenced the voices and allowed just the band to play. I have a dynamic saxophone player who will play out in these moments. He doesn’t even realize it, but a prophetic mantle comes over him. You see, when music steps into the prophetic realm, it becomes declarative, without the need for lyrics or statements about God. Through the combination of chords, melodies and rhythm God is DECLARING HIMSELF to be true, faithful and omniscient. It is those moments that I know, without a doubt, that I love music.


9 Comments:

Blogger Liz said...

Wow - that's an incredible way to look at it.

I think I'm going to print this and read it to my choir and praise team Sunday.

Nope, can't read it to them. I will cry in the middle.

February 20, 2008 2:01 PM  
Blogger Laura Payne said...

Thanks, Liz! When I began, I wasn't sure where my thoughts would go... it just kind of unfolded as I went.

The amazing thing about God is how much bigger he is than our finite thinking. I wish more musicians could catch the heart that God has for their giftings. Imagine the amazing results...

February 20, 2008 9:45 PM  
Blogger aahrens said...

Laura,
Bravissimo! And I must say, Encore! Encore! (Okay, maybe that part will have to wait until next month!) Adagio For Strings - amazing piece of music. And I think you of all people, will understand when I say I DO find that piece "worshipful." All things truely beautiful come from God - the lushness and beauty of the chords in that piece could come from no other source!

When reading your post, I couldn't help but think about Mendelssohn's "Songs Without Words" for piano - I can't quite remember exactly how Mendelssohn said it, but he said there were thoughts, feelings, stories, etc..that, if put into words, would not, could not, be wholly and adequately expressed. I think that's how worship is, sometimes. Or maybe MANY times. It's like hearing a great Mahler symphony and somehow knowing exactly what Mahler had to say - I know you, again, understand what I mean here. So, why not the same with God? There are times when I'm praying privately that I just have to go to the piano and play - I just can't "talk" to God with words. I think he undertands that. And it's the same with a painter, a sculptor, a gardener - they can all use what God has placed in them- their particular mode of expression - to communicate with God. Oh how we limit Him! Do we think He won't get it if we don't SAY it? I have to remind myself that He knows my inmost thoughts before I even THINK or EXPRESS them aloud.

Beautiful post - THANK you!

AA

February 21, 2008 9:08 AM  
Blogger everettg said...

I, too, enjoy the Barber Adagio. Say, have you ever heard the vocal arrangement set to the latin text "Agnus Dei?"

I think it's even more powerful than the version for strings.

February 26, 2008 1:34 PM  
Blogger everettg said...

Laura:

You have a lot of good material here. Thought provoking. I'm going to do some "thinking out loud" as it were. I pray that my reply does not offend.

I.
"Does God need a lyric to receive glory?"

I have struggled and still struggle with this question. I've talked to Ann about this before and I don't think we've come to a consensus. The answer to your question is a qualified "No." But I do believe that most music that glorifies God needs a lyric. As much as I love Beethoven's piano sonatas (I mean, deeply and thoroughly) -- honestly, I do not find much in listening to them or performing them that really and truly glorifies God.


II.
You wrote, "There is no guarantee that David was a master musician.
The poor guy may have been a great lyricist who only knew 4
progressions on his harp. Maybe his playing was repetitive and
musically uninteresting." I can't tell you much that statement
irritated me. Although that's a good thing, I guess. We all need our presuppositions challenged once in a while. So yes. You challenged me on that one. You may be right.

But I cannot fathom David as anything but highly skilled. I would say the exhortation "play skillfully" (Psalm 33:3) was certainly Davidic. I suppose the other part of your statement that I took issue with was the "4 progressions" -- nothing wrong with 4 progressions. That's most
of our "Pentecostal" oeuvre! But I also can't ever think of ancient
music in terms of "progressions" as I don't think they knew the
meaning of harmony. Sorry -- I know that you are aware of that. You certainly have more musical education than I do! I'm just too much of a literalist sometimes. I know. I shouldn't get on my high horse about it, but sometimes I can't help myself.

III.
"There are times at altar call where I have silenced the voices and allowed just the band to play." I think this is good. But such a use of instrumental music usually carries the tune to a song where there are words that are "heard" in the minds of the listeners. I think is a good thing. Sometimes the singers just need to sit one out. But the words are still there, even if they're not sung.

February 27, 2008 10:11 PM  
Blogger Laura Payne said...

Isn't is great that we're stirring each other up? I love it!

To the great Psalmist, David, I do apologize for my suggestion that you may not have been a master musician! Although we don't know that the admonition to play skillfully was yours, I don't really believe that you were a poor musician.

However, my point is that we tend to "hear" the music of the scripture through our own filter of musical beauty. And because we all live and die by our own filter, it becomes difficult for us to see how others who don't express themselves musically as we do are bringing glory to God.

I am not suggesting that Beethoven's sonatas bring ultimate glory to God. But this is our problem! We do not see enough musicians (composers, jazz musicians, etc...) yielding their skills to God so that their music can be a "sound of heaven."

Most musicians in our churches are not empowered to use their gift for the glory of God without a singer justifying their purpose. Perhaps this is the real reason we see SO many carnal or disengaged musicians??? They are not valued unless they are tied to the hip of a Christian lyricist. I just think that God is bigger than that.

I also think that it is the reason we see emerging top-notch musicians who come out of a church background (classical, jazz, etc...) cease to use their gifts for the church and find venues outside the church.

If the command was given to play skillfully and loudly (or joyfully, according to the translation) then doesn't that mean that there should be a format for us, the listener, the worshiper, to embrace skillful and/or loud playing??

February 28, 2008 10:09 AM  
Blogger everettg said...

I agree with you -- we don't "know" that it was David that wrote Ps 33. I'm also glad to hear someone else say it!

Re: The filter that we all listen through... Hey. Did you steal that from my master's thesis??? Just kidding. I did allude to that in my thesis, though.

I was just about to say that I remain unconvinced of the ability of an instrumental musicians to summon (ill-chosen word, sorry) the presence of God in their playing. But now I must reverse my course. I do believe in instrumental music glorifying God. You bring up the very good point that we do not offer our instrumentalists a chance to do so without a lyric. I think you're right. I think that IS the reason we find it hard to accept.

My next post will be about Beethoven, so I'm saving that one for Tuesday.

February 28, 2008 6:31 PM  
Blogger A said...

Loved this entry...keep writing

March 4, 2008 6:03 AM  
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